Hi kelanie, I'm a semi new comer, but I wanted to say welcome! The folks on this forum are an extraordinary group of ppl, full of compassion & support! I'm sorry to hear you are dealing with such a full plate at such a youthful & wonderful age, but one things for certain, you are not alone. I hope you find what your looking for here, just as I and so many others have! Look forward to reading posts from you in the future!