I'm not stupid, I have lupus. I have to write down each and every instruction my boss gives me or I forget what he says right after he say as it. It isn't because I'm not paying attention or I'm stupid, it's lupus brain. I've tied several times explaining that to the boss but he just doesn't understand so he treats me like I am an idiot. Makes me sooooo mad! Mad at the boss for being rude , mad at the lupus for putting me in that position.