Hey everyone How can I thank you all for your kind replies and support? You will never know how much it means to me. I am hanging in there waiting for January I am on the cancellation list but with the holidays I think that this doctor may be out quite a bit. There are 2 doctors that are specialist at the University I feel like I need to wait on this lady though. She specializes in SLE . And Mica I know exactly how you feel the doctor I had never wanted me to see my blood results and never wanted to discuss anything beyond Plaquenil. If it wasn't for my neurologist I probably wouldn't be walking around right now. My blood sugar is till kind of out of whack but pain also causes that to happen. Hope everyone is doing well today. Thanks again.