Hey guys, I've been on this site for a while, I just don't post very often.

I guess I just wanted to express my thoughts and feelings.

About 6 years my mom was diagnosed with lupus, and when they caught it, it was really advanced. A few days ago, my sister was doing work experience at a hospital, whereby a doctor told her that our mom would die. Of course I know that is going to happen, and most likely a lot sooner that most of my friends. But it just really saddens me to know my mom might not be around for much longer. She may potentially never see me get married, or meet her grandchildren. My dad isn't around anymore, and my only real close family is my mom and sister.

I don't really know why I'm writing this, but I just wanted to get it off my chest.

If you read this, thank you.