hi sorry have not been around for awhile we are all sick with respitory infections i am am on high dosages of prednisone which really is not making me feel good back at hospital with sarah needs heart specialist. andmy mother was in hospital doctors seem to think she had mild heart attack last weekend but they released her and said she would have to have halter monitor test but could only get her one in july because they did not have enough to go around thats the goverment for you. mikaelas anxiety attacks are getting worse. found her specialist that deals with autism as well as anxiety she will see her this month. still waiting about transfer hopefully will her soon we went to housing tribunal to fight for transfer due to medical and compassionate as well as being harrassed were we live because the housing department refused our transfer . we heard back from them last week they have agreed with us and told the housing we need transfer so now a waiting game. my son josh is acting up again with borderline personality disorder he is doing my head in will not take his meds is drinking and gambling again. and refuses councelling ringing us up all times of the day and night can not get any peace just wish he would grow up he is 25 years old. thanks for listening hugs kim
Gentle hugs Kim ...thinking of you all.
I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx
Hope things get better soon
Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.
You deserve a break. I hope that things will finally begin to turn around for you.
we are all still sick. resting taking antibiotics sarah my eldest is suffering from severe low calcium levels which astonish me as she is always consuming dairy. she sees heart specialist next month. my son josh frustrates me he rang us last night saying he needs to see doctor as he is coughing up blood. i told him to go to hospital and his reply was i cannot i am going out with mates to club to play poker. i am usually calm person but i became angry and yelled at him. and threw a plate at wall. he has been told to stop drinking and gambling and smoking but he continues. and we are expected to pick up pieces he will not go to councelling he is only occasionally taking his meds. for his borderline personality disorder. he makes me so mad because here we are all i this site wishing we had healthy bodies and no illness and he is just chucking his away on smokes and alcohol. i just want to tell him to go away and leave me alone until he gets his act together but i have been told i cannot do that be phycologists and family members because he has suicidal tendancies. how much more am i suppose to take 5 times in the last few months we have had to go and pick him up in the middle of the night drunk in the gutter threatening other people and his self and admit him in hospital and 2 days later they let him out again. i said to my husband the other night maybe they could place us in the mental hospital for a few days and give us a break. i feel like the pressure is building up inside of both me and my husband and our 16 year old and we are heading for breakdowns. thankyou for letting me vent any suggestions would be appreciated hugs kim
I am so sorry that your son is putting you through all of this.