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my doctor rang i am suffering from anemia and my thyroid levels are all over the place. she wants to do bowel tests to make sure i am not bleeding anywhere. on top of that i spent last night in emergency room mikaela my 16 year olds pulse rate went up to 140 . we called paramedics they took her to hospital they believe she suffer severe anxiety attacks caused by being not allowed to attend tafe course and worrying about her father dying and me being sick she has been isolating herself lately and she is scared to go outside because of the neighbourhood. she is needing to see phycologist they think she is beginning to suffer nervous breakdown. i am so tired of it all i am relying constantly on walking aids at the moment my lupus is in terible flare i am exhausted and generally just fed up i do not know how much more of this i can take my strength is waining i am worried about my own tests and if i have uterine cancer,i am just so terribly worn out and i am not in a good place right now the fight has just gone out of me i just want crawl away into a dark corner and give up i do not see any light at the end of the tunnel at the moment just darkness and exhaustion. sorry for babbling i am not very coherant at the moment. bye kim
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I hope everything calms down soon, Kim
Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.
My heart goes out to you, sweetie.
Take care of yourself and focus on getting your health better, then you will better be able to focus on taking care of your family.
We're all here for you when you need us.
I wish that I could be there to help you out.
Love & Hugs,
Oh Kim, Im so sorry : ( sending hugs your way
kim, I feel for you. You are going through so much. Warm hugs to your family.
well i need to go to gastro specialist now as well and my eldest daughter sarah went opthamologist and he did fields tests and her eyesight is failing she has black patches behind both her eyes she needs to see eye specialist and go back to rheumi as plaquenil for her lupus may be making it worse. i am looking into getting my mexotrexate by injection instead of tablet as it is making me sick. stephen is still having trouble with breathlessness and fatigue pacemaker is working to solve some problems but looks like he has more.so all and all this has been a great week i wish i could turn back clock.hugs to everyone hope you are having better week than me luv kim