I really want to start, I have that damned antibody that causes blood clots in the fetus and I am scared like crazy about having a miscarriage...I don't know if I can handle it. I have wanted to be a mother since I was a little girl and I still want to be one, I long to be one. My doctor warned me that when I try that I need to come to him and be monitored throughout the entire pregnancy and also that it will be very hard on me. Makes me depressed sometimes...But I understand why we'd have fewer children than desired.
"With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter, I am a survivor!" - Reba McEntire