Thank you Debbie, and the rest of you guys.

I am going to see my counselor tomorrow anyway to talk about this plus some other things. I know I am not a bad person and deserve what I get, which is why I my application was accepted on the first try. I'm too nice or something I don't know lol, too thoughtful and caring of others, and I end up putting them first before myself, which I try less and less to do because I know its not good.
I never fake anything, something is always wrong and I guess I wish the outside world was more educated than to just thinking only someone in a wheel chair deserves the money.