Ruziska is worn out
As the title states, I am worn out. Beyond worn out. It has taken 5 weeks to get my mom's house cleaned out. I'll NEVER watch the show "Hoarders" as that is what I've been dealing with. My daughter and I have filled over 100 lawn and leaf size bags with garbage and thrift store donations. That doesn't include the boxes and garbage cans we've filled. We are currently in the process of ripping out carpet as well. I had the living room and dining room professionally steam cleaned but that didn't do much good as 6 years worth of animal... took it's toll and the carpet is ruined beyond repair. Also ripped out the carpet in the master bed and bath rooms. We were supposed to have an Estate Sale next weekend but where we live only allows sales in the community garage so with winter coming, we decided to wait until spring which meant scrounge for containers and pack up as much as possible and put in the shed, whatever doesn't fit, goes to thrift donations.
To add insult to injury, I've chipped a tooth and my back has gone into spasms this week. I don't get the tooth fixed until next Wednesday unless they get a cancellation and can get me in sooner. This has been a week I could have done without. I'm emotionally and physically exhausted. Everytime I turn around there seems to be another crisis to deal with. My body is revolting and my mind is freaking out. I don't know how much more I can handle.
"I'm going to get healthy or die trying"