I just got home from the Rheumatologist. For some reason I was hoping for a different out come, It was easy to tell myself that my pain and results were just a fluke. It's hard to admit that it's real, I want to scream at the top of my lungs, WHY ME???? I know it sounds selfish, but it's hard when I've heard so many bad things about this disease. Anyway just thought I'd share. Good luck to all!