Having an emotianal day.
I haven't cried in a long time. Mostly because I don't have a reason to cry, I am happy, even with the limitations lupus has given me. I am lucky to not have depression and very lucky to have the best husband in the world.
But today I am down. I miss my kids and grandkids.
We will fly to Texas to see them in October, but is it enough to see them once a year?
I miss them, I miss seing them all the time, I miss seing the grandkids growing up.
We have moved to NY about six years ago, because the heat in Texas was killing me, that was before I was diagnosed with Lupus and RA.
The weather here is better for me, but is it a fair trade off?
Anyway, thanks for listening.
Debbie (sniff, sniff)
I may have been dealt a bad hand, but at least I'm still playing with a full deck. ( most of the time anyway).