I sent a reply to your post but it has to be approved by a moderator. That was an hour ago. I don't know if you are getting the same messages when you post because we are new? It is kind of annoying and I don't know how long it will last? I would be nice to chat with someone who is going through some of the same things I am. It does feel lonely when nobody understands your pain. I won't repeat everything I said in my post. It will get through eventually. But I am sorry you are going through this.