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    Hey Love!
    how have you been?
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    i have you listed as my friend - because you are special.

    merry christmas and thank you for being part of my life.
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    your not horrible......
    just busy.

    enjoy the festive season.
    and merry christmas.
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    just popping in to say hi

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    LOL Ohhh No Royal Highness here!!! Me too on the purple thing. It has always been my favorite. Often times I will toss in some pink as well
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    Hello to my purple friend! These are my favorite colors!

    About reading and not being able to post... I COMPLETELY understand that. Sometime my fatigue is so bad or my brain is so foggy that the most I can mustier is reading and clicking the "thanks" button. I just wanted you to know that you were being thought about. Good luck on the appointment tomorrow, I will keep my fingers crossed
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    Elo my friend! Where have you been? I have missed seeing you around! stop by and say hi sometime!
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    Lol I talk alot too its all good. Its like no one including him had to go through so much stuff at 18. I bet Im handling it alot better than they would even at their age. They act like I just need to grow up. Its not a matter of growing up. I'd like to tell my mom at 40 to just grow up. My boyfriend is usually pretty understanding, though he always has his moments. We've been together since about 6 months after I was diagnosed, and we've been friends for much longer. He's been driving me insane alot lately about a lot of things. I hope that we get through it. I cant handle us fighting like this right at the beginning of college.
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    I've been sleeping just because my head hurts. For once Im not actually fatigued or anything Im just trying to sleep off headaches. I havent really told anyone but my bf that I've been feeling like crap and he's just being very stupid about everything lately. He knows I went off my pills and cant understand it and wants to blame me for being sick right now and tell me that other people have it worse off. Thats usually when I blow up at people. I dont need to be compared to a cancer patient, we both suffer in different ways. You cant compare apples to oranges. URG. I am looking forward to school next week for the sole fact that I can ignore everyone while Im in class and such.
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    I "spend all his money" even though I never spend his money. Gas is just expensive. He doesnt even get me food half the time when we hang out anymore. I dont have a job. I cant pay for things. Not eating makes my headaches worse.
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Hi there, I’m Elo! (No relation to the band E.L.O.) My full name is actually longer, but I go by Elo (rhymes with mellow and Jello), because it's much easier to pronounce and spell. Plus I like it.

I'm a dork. I love goofy humor, drawing, reading, baking (Caution: Does NOT mean I am good at it by any means), this forum, music, singing, and dorky MMO's (Though I’m not on any currently).

I value quiet, I think when you're really comfortable with a person, there are times when there's no need to speak.

I’m much more outgoing online than in person.

I babble when I'm nervous, the smallest things mean the most to me, and i'm quite possibly obsessed with cupcakes.

I got sick in November, 2010, and saw about 4 doctors and had multiple tests taken before being blandly diagnosed with an autoimmune disease / low level connective tissue disorder. Still awaiting a more specific diagnosis, of possible Lupus, MCTD, Sarcoidosis, Fibromyalgia, or a concoction of the few.

Due to minimal funds, and being caught with my pants down without insurance, I still haven’t been properly diagnosed. I’m hoping to remedy that soon – though it may take a while to even get to a specialist. One step at a time though, eh?

In the mean time, I’m just hanging out, bugging the forum goers, and taking it day by day. I’m unemployed – too sick to work, and living with my completely healthy (Thank Gad!) boyfriend, who is currently attending College.

That’s about all there is to it! You can follow me on twitter (yes, I caved and joined because of the Spoonie community) @ai_elo

Thassabout it!
Oh! My Avatar (since so many have asked about it) is an angel, with one black wing, and one white.
Indiana, USA
Baking, Reading, Music, Walking, Animals, Anime, Drawing
Entertaining myself - and sometimes those around me.


One day at a time, one breath at a time... We can get through this.


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Sometimes I think my Librarians know me better than my friends. and walking with cane

by Elo on 08-11-2011 at 05:14 PM
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get over being embarrassed while walking with a cane. I know I need to get over myself, but it's just, so... almost mortifying, really. Being seen at such a vulnerable point, when i'm in enough pain and sick enough that i have to use one. I just got back from the library and small grocery, and im still slightly nervous, even though i'm home safe now, away from the public's watchful eye. Today at the library, a man sitting in a chair next to the section i was looking

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