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    I found your page and we are on each other friend list so we can write to each other now. Sorry about all the mix up.
  2. Hi Beckey,

    I'm Rob, and I'm a Moderator here. Welcome to our group! The best way to post messages and get to know people is by starting your own thread/topic in one of the Public Forums. You'll see an area here called "New Members-Introduce Yourself", and another one called "Lauri's Lounge". Both of those areas recieve alot of traffic, and any message posted will be more easily seen by others, and you'll get more responses, and you will get them faster as well. You can certainly post messages here on your profile page, but people will only see them if they choose to view this page. If you have any questions about how things work, feel free to ask me, or any member, any questions you may have. Don't worry, you'll be posting like a pro in no time. Once again, Welcome!

  3. Hi, I was recomended this site by a friend. I'm not too sure what I am doing on the website, it's all new to me. I just got so sick the other day and started being afraid of dying. I am starting to feel better now but am not quite sure on how to handle my really bad days. They are still trying to figure out exactly what I have. My body never follows the rules. All tests will point to one thing then one out of all of them will be perfectly normal. It is just so frustrating!
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    Hello Beckey Lapp,

    Welcome to!

    Please read the rules and enjoy your stay!
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About Beckey Lapp
I have a wonderful husband and one son. I have 5 spoiled dogs. We own our own business.
Grants Pass, Oregon
I'm a rock hound and am currently trying to find hobbies I can do now.


There is good in all things, no matter how bad they seem, we just need to open our eyes and hearts to find it.



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Alone again

by Beckey Lapp on 05-17-2009 at 08:52 AM
Well my family (except me) has gone camping. I try to put on a brave face as they leave. The fact is I don't like being left alone. There is the whole aspect of not being able to do what I used to be able to do. Then there is the other side the fact that I am afraid to be left alone. The only thing that keeps me sane is my dogs. You see I have been the victim of a violent crime twice. Once on the streets as a teenage runaway and once in my own home when I lived by myself. At 16 I was held in bondage

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by Beckey Lapp on 05-11-2009 at 01:04 AM
Why is it that I can't get through not even one holiday without ending up in bed? I know it is the stress but I thought Mother's Day was different. It was all low keyed we just went out to lunch with my in-laws. Then we went shopping at a store that is closing and then my husband had a job to do at Wal Mart. Maybe it was the stress, maybe I did too much, maybe it was the heat, I don't know! I am just so irratated that something so small can put me right back in bed!!!!!!!!

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So many diagnosis

by Beckey Lapp on 05-09-2009 at 08:27 PM
Lupus is only one of my diagnosises. I also have fibromyagia, arthritis and some as yet diagnosis to come. Eights weeks ago my knee started bothering me so much I could not go down stairs right. I had to hold on and go down sideways leading with the knee that didn't hurt so bad. It popped and made a grinding sound, when I told the doctors they all told me I need to lose weight (which is true) but I knew that wasn't the cause. The same thing happens to both knees when I've been taken off my

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New to this all

by Beckey Lapp on 05-08-2009 at 05:33 PM
I am not to sure what I'm doing on this website so I will just wing it. I was so sick two days ago and was so scared . I started feeling better, at least out of bed, only lots of rests. Today I started getting really bad bad chest pains and now I'm all freaked out again. Does anyone know how to stop from being panicked? I just wish I knew how to handle all of this. The doctors don't even know totally what's wrong with me. I just don't have anyone to really talk to, my family

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