by, 09-28-2012 at 07:29 PM (1098 Views)
I'm feeling very alone right now; I know it's just a downer because I've been flaring and can't seem to get back on my feet. The pain in my hip and leg was unbearable today but I pushed through it as usual. Now myshoulder and arm on my good side is acting up. I hurts much I want to cry but I know it will do no good. Every one just wants me to be healthily. At least as healthily as I can be. But I hurt too much to exercise . I still try though. But I hurt and I want to cry and I feel so alone- even when I'm not.
I know Jesus is with me and He heals me as best possible with this disease.
But I am alone emotionally and I can't seem to help myself. I know it's just a downer right noe and it will be over soon. I just had to express my feelings for once