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My name is Jessica and on the morning of July 4th my husband tragically died from a massive heart attack he is only 40. Emotionally I am a wreck, the pain is just unbearable. I miss my husband so very much. He is my best friend and soulmate. He stood by me with my SLE Lupus, was there for everything even my hospital stays, infusions, my weekly shots, doctors appointments. I don't know what I am going to do without him or how I am going to even go on in life. I can't wrap my hands around what happened and I wait for him to walk through the door with his big smile and blue eyes. I can't sop crying, weeping or sobbing. He is the love of my life and I am so scared and afraid.

To honor him I posted a photo montage of him on YOU TUBE if you have time, go to the link below.

"My Precious Husband, My Best Friend" Please keep me in your prayers


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  1. Ms. Pam's Avatar
    Unbelievable, what you must be going through!! He sounds like he was a wonderful partner. Know that he still wants the best for you, and that means having YOU take care of yourself, mentally & physically!! By taking care of yourself during this horribly trying time (not just now but ALWAYS!) you can help keep his memory alive. Start a journal, write him letters, talk to him whenever you need to. Allow yourself to grieve...But you must take care of yourself. You know that that is what HE would want...Blessings to you.
  2. rouge's Avatar
    I am sorry to hear about your loss...I can only imagine how much he meant to you...I totally agree with Ms. Pam...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your loved ones thru this difficult time. Lots of hugs.
    Rouge (aka) elly
  3. hntmcd's Avatar
    I can only imagine what you are going thru Jessica. These times must be so very hard for you and I just want to let you know that my name is Nancy Hunt-McDonald and I am on FB at all hours of the night if you ever need a open ear and heart to just listen.