I give up on this Lupus thing
by, 07-29-2011 at 04:08 PM (2314 Views)
I've been fighting for a year to make any headway with this Lupus diagnosis. I have numerous symptoms but I don't have the numbers so therefore, I'm unqualified. I get hospitalized but since the numbers don't show up, I just look like the junkie off the street. And that's funny too because I receive far too much medication already.
In the next month I will be seeing a Pulminologist, cardiologist, gastrologist, psychiatrist, and my primary. Somehow, I just don't have much faith. All I know is that a good portion of the time I feel like I have an alien inside me with a butcher knife and the fibro just makes the neurolopothy in my legs seem like the never ending burning bush. No pain medicine works and I swear a lot of it causes my migraines.
Anyway, I'm just expressing myself. If I ever get any diagnosis, I'll share. In the meantime, I think I'll hang back and read your thoughts and ideas. I get my best information here.
Take good care.