A new begining
by, 04-24-2011 at 04:59 AM (841 Views)
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What a great day to start anew. Happy Easter to all who believe.
It seems as if everyday I say "Okay, today is the day I will eat better, be nicer to people, exercise, take all my meds, blah blah blah. "
But then I hurt and when I hurt I have so little patience for others. When I'm tired and someone whines about how they went to bed late and now their tired I want to SCREAM and tell them what TIRED really feels like.
I want to share with them all the problems I have just that day alone.
But, I don't, I sit in silence because even though I have Lupus, etc... I know there is someone else that has my same problems only worse. So to those my Lupie friends I Pray.
I wanted to start writing so I could vocalize my thoughts. I don't want to complain to family and friends because I don't want them to worry.
But some times it's good to to be a big baby and cry to yourself