I just don't know........
by, 04-01-2011 at 02:11 AM (1919 Views)
I just don't know if it's the progressive nature of the disease, the fact that I'm now in my sixties or just that I'm back to my usual state of bronchitis. But I've been down and almost out this time around. I'm struggling, I can't seem to pull it together and do like I used to. I feel like my family is getting tired of dealing with this. They seem to want the old me back. I want the ole me back. I want to lose the weight and exercise again. It really makes me feel better. But I can't seem to eat healthy; my tummy is messed up. IBS is very active, the BRAT diet sucks. Can't tolerate much of anything right now.
I just feel miserable and want a hole to crawl into.
I know it just the bronchitis and I will come around, but frak!!!!!!!! I feel like I did in my twenties - severe bronchitis with a 2 year old and pets and a husband at work. Frustrated that I can do and need to sleep. I just slept 6 hours straight. I never do that. I just want my hole............... I want to feel better and get on with life.