It Never Gets Easier
by, 10-03-2011 at 09:47 PM (939 Views)
Hello WHL Family; It is October, again. October 2011 marking 12 yrs since the loss of my sweet Lauri. I suspect that this October will be a rather difficult month for me because I have had so many health challenges heretofore and now the stress of having to acknowledge another birthday that my sweet daughter is not here to celebrate; well, it is not helping my physical health at all.
I know that my health deteriorates each and every year at this time and, intellectually, I have made that connection. However, emotionally, I am still totally disconnected and unable to progress past the sadness. So, I steady myself and brace myself for the full-blown break down on October 10th. I pray that God will help me to smile as I just cannot cry again........