Feelin alone, depressed n frustrated!
by, 07-08-2010 at 07:12 AM (1478 Views)
Hey guys, I know ive told u to be positive n dont give up no matter how u feel but seriously I am reachin rock bottom n fast! I am frustrated with havin to take these damn meds every strikin day! I am drained, weak, can hardly sleep, n recently i started to diet as well as exercise n jus wen ive started to see positive results n regain a little self esteem my world comes crashin down. Now it seems jus walkin on a treadmill for half an hour a day is TOO MUCH for my body to handle!!! For the past few days I am havin severe chest pain directly in the centre of my chest, along with stiffness n pain in my joints n entire body. I am even havin hot flashes! Its like im about to burst into flames n surprisingly im not even havin a fever as my body temperature is normal!!!! How can that be?? Am I losin my mind??? The heat in my body even moves from one place to the next for instance from my back to my chest mainly, and my belly too. I am so emotionally unstable too with panic attacks, n find myself crying almost everyday!! I feel helpless, hopeless n extremely fed up with this disease n the way it makes me feel! No one seems to understand what i am going thru n wen I try to explain it, I myself sound like im crazy! I am only 26, never been pregnant, yet I have hyperprolactinemia n hotflashes!!!!! Its like my body thinks it is not only pregnant but now in menopause too. Wat the hell!!!!