I know how hard it is to deal with this disease. It SUCKS!! But I am here to welcome you and to tell you that we are all here for you! I want you to know that you can talk to me anytime! I have met some really nice people on here. I met a really good friend on here, and we talk on the phone really often. This is an awesome site! I am sorry you are dealing with some personal stuff too! I will add you as a friend. Feel free to message me anytime! Again welcome to the group!