2010- lost my friends, lost my fiance, lost my plans, my life, all of it. Yes, at the ripe old age of 23 I feel like im on a sinking ship. Diagnosed in january Im still learning about whats going on with me and how its like if an evil scientist was putting together a plague. It affects everything in the most miserable way possible. Now the doc wants me to come to her office to discuss this recent batch of test's result. Why do i got a bad feeling about this... though i can't really think of
'Usually when I wake up I canít remember.
I canít remember that I have this disease lurking inside me like the unwelcome spiders that scuttle around in the attic, stringing their webs between the support beams, wrapping their silky, sticky strings around anything and everything in the hopes of catching other insects unaware. I know itís there and yet every day this multi-legged bug still manages to catch me unawares.
The curtains are pulled closed and the blind is
I've been doing better the past few months. Not great but better. So hubby is on vacation this week. It's only Tuesday and I've already done too much and now my feet (severe chronic plantar fasciitis) are on fire due to trying to do too much. AGain. I pushed too far. I tried too hard. I did too much. I tried to be a normal person. When will I EVER LEARN. stupid stupid stupid stupid.
Originally Posted by Tajuana
Hello, My name is Tajuana and I just found out that I have what they call mixed connective tissue disorder which is a form of lupus, I was diagnose a 1 1/2 ago. I hope by coming to this site I can learn more and more this disorder.
Originally Posted by new to lupus
Thanks for answering my question. It is so difficult waiting for a diagnosis, there are days that I actually wonder if there is really anything wrong with me at all. I know the pain is there, and it radiates right through me. I know I have to be patient and wait, but it is sooooo hard. Do you have pain all the time or just sometimes? I have pain almost daily since December 4th, 09. I just started taking Meloxicam and Plaqunil about a month ago. I guess the