I've been recently working on a workout plan. Some days i think its gonna kill me but I keep on it. I figure until I give up my illness has not beaten me. Lupus wants to beat me its gonna have to flat out kill me cause I dont give up. Just gotta remind myself of that laying in this bed thinking..."did i have to do that last pushup?" Yes, Rick you had to do that last pushup. I get alot of pain in my joints and the fatigue doesn't terribly help with this. Often ill just go in short
2010- lost my friends, lost my fiance, lost my plans, my life, all of it. Yes, at the ripe old age of 23 I feel like im on a sinking ship. Diagnosed in january Im still learning about whats going on with me and how its like if an evil scientist was putting together a plague. It affects everything in the most miserable way possible. Now the doc wants me to come to her office to discuss this recent batch of test's result. Why do i got a bad feeling about this... though i can't really think of
'Usually when I wake up I canít remember.
I canít remember that I have this disease lurking inside me like the unwelcome spiders that scuttle around in the attic, stringing their webs between the support beams, wrapping their silky, sticky strings around anything and everything in the hopes of catching other insects unaware. I know itís there and yet every day this multi-legged bug still manages to catch me unawares.
The curtains are pulled closed and the blind is
I've been doing better the past few months. Not great but better. So hubby is on vacation this week. It's only Tuesday and I've already done too much and now my feet (severe chronic plantar fasciitis) are on fire due to trying to do too much. AGain. I pushed too far. I tried too hard. I did too much. I tried to be a normal person. When will I EVER LEARN. stupid stupid stupid stupid.
Originally Posted by Tajuana
Hello, My name is Tajuana and I just found out that I have what they call mixed connective tissue disorder which is a form of lupus, I was diagnose a 1 1/2 ago. I hope by coming to this site I can learn more and more this disorder.