I would like to know if anyone use pot to help with the pain?
Man I been sick for a month and a half. Apparently, trying to raise the doasge of cellcelpt can be toxic, and thats what happend. But im at like 98% today, ah i LOVE it I'm loving life right now, im eating like crazy again, no nausea, no pain, dont need help off the couch! I pray i stay this way
To some who are wondering about me...
Last week I had a follow up with rheumatologist...drew blood...put me on a methylprednisolone pack for a week. He was trying to "shock" my immune system into resetting. Apparently I've gotten worse. He says if that doesn't work, he's going to start me on low dose chemotherapy drugs which will inhibit my ability to have children. Oh well, take life one day at a time I suppose. On the upside, since the steroids my hair stopped falling
I have so much to think about. I still need to think of colleges and what i want to be, where im gonna go to school, keeping my grades up, the SAT's. And it doesnt help with the drama with friends and family.
Sometimes i just wish that everything would run smoothly for once. Im exhausted. I got 3 hours of sleep last night because i was studying. Sometimes i wish that i could just be a little kid again. It was wayy easier. lol
Sorry i just had to vent.
I am so exhausted, but yet I can't sleep. What's up with that? I am so tired and so sore all the time. It SUCKS THE BIG ONE! It's really hard to think positive when I feel like this nearly every day lately. I want to feel NORMAL, I want to be able to do the things I want to do. I want to be able to GET OUT OF BED! I am really frustrated and depression is kicking my butt! I just want to have more good days then bad days. It just doesn't seem like that happens much anymore. I have absolutley no energy