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  1. I need a new Dr.

    my rheumatologist no longer accepts dc medicaid and the dr. that i was seeing tht does accept it wanted to take me off all my meds despite my history. plus he's very sexist and tells me i'm such a pretty girl like that determines if your ill., and also implies that its psychological. I have had several other drs that agree that i have lupus but its dormant now, but i still have adverse effects: brain fog, sleep problems swelling in feet and hands, they turn bright red! vertigo, and severe fatigue. ...
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  2. and his name is allen

    So, I don't know if anyone will read this, or you know, even think about reading it. But the best way to get things off my mind is to write. I may not write well, but I just get this immense pleasure out of writing my thoughts. Or in this case typing. Just so you all know, it is 3:07 AM August 3rd, 2009. I am writing this because I cannot sleep. My mind have been over run with worries about my appointment tomorrow. I try not to worry, but it comes naturally to me. So, anyway, I'm here to tell you
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  3. Pain

    Okay so now they put me on on some form of steriods because my blood platelets r really low. Last night I could not sleep because I was in so much pain. But I am felling a little better. I am really tired though.
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  4. Recurring.

    I keep having this extremely lucid dream lately. I wanted to post it in my other blog, but, I feel.. safer(?) posting it here. Anyway, here goes.

    I seem to have turned it into a bit of a story..

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    I've aged rapidly overnight. When I awake, I find myself to be 72-years-old. The flesh that covers my bones is so white from lack of sun it's become diaphanous. All my organs are visible. My blackened kidneys, my lungs that are held in vices to limit ...
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  5. 3:59..am!

    Well, well, late night blogging, we meet again.

    I should probably be attempting to squeeze in my required twelve hours of sleep, but I can't seem to catch a break. MTX injection days seem to annihilate all hope of catching some shut-eye for me. And sleep is already hard to come by.

    Anyway, I think I may be starting to come out of my flare. Keyword: Think. I've been managing to walk around a bit more this week. I even hauled myself off the couch, got dressed and went ...
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