It's another day of utterly pure, profound fatigue. The phone rings around 10:30am and I can barely move to get up and get it. When I do, the caller has already hung up. I can feel the tiredness hang around my shoulders like a rock-solid cape. I do what I always do, I grab a soda and pray that the caffiene in the soda will perk me up but it doesn't. Nothing does. My mom calls soon after and honestly, I'm not in the mood to pretend like I feel well. I want to go back to bed so I start the
Before the fun even starts ... I'm already tired. I still want to go get wrapping paper and maybe one more thing for my mom and my hubby, but wow.. fatigue has hit me like a ton of bricks today. I hope that I can muster up the strength before it's too late. I hate pushing myself when I know there are things I HAVE to do. I took a therapeutic dose of prednisone and I'm hoping that it will work. I have one more before I need a refill. Ugh. I just miss the good ole days when Christmas was spent
I have waited until the last minute to do Christmas shopping. I cannot stand going out and doing it. I have to get my mom and dad something and also my husband. I know what I'm getting them.. mostly.. I just have to get out and do it. #1 I hate the traffic #2 I hate the crowds #3 I sweat and hurt after two steps so it's extremely difficult. I should be ignoring that and going anyway, but dang..it's all I think about. I will try to be more positive though. Starting to work has been good for
This time it was with the state. Gee, let's consolidate folks and save some money and time! But he was nice enough and it went fast enough. I'm just the proverbial fish they're stringing along!
Oh, I also have the follow up appt. with my second rheum doctor on MOnday. She took a ton of new blood tests and wants me to come in for the results. No telling what that will mean. I'll just take it all one day at a time. NO MORE BAD NEWS!
I hope all is well with everyone
So i decided to forgo the initial programme and do a three month training routine aimed at a 5km marathon.
This is week one, and guess what! I can run half a mile!!!!
well almost didnt know i could, may not be much, but that says progress, im even more energetic than ever, hope it lasts
Im well on ,y way to running my first 5km in march!!!!!!
I never did like sports, but i think marathon runner now fits me well