1. I Mourn

    I mourn races not run because it hurt too much

    I mourn time not spent with my kids because the meds knocked me out

    I mourn the loss of freedom to do the simplest of things like toss a frisbee for my dog

    I mourn being too tired to stand up for myself when others were belligerent and arguementive

    I mourn losing the "best years of my life" to sickness

    I mourn life unlived