I can only imagine what you are going thru Jessica. These times must be so very hard for you and I just want to let you know that my name is Nancy Hunt-McDonald and I am on FB at all hours of the night if you ever need a open ear and heart to just listen.
I am sorry to hear about your loss...I can only imagine how much he meant to you...I totally agree with Ms. Pam...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your loved ones thru this difficult time. Lots of hugs.
Rouge (aka) elly
Unbelievable, what you must be going through!! He sounds like he was a wonderful partner. Know that he still wants the best for you, and that means having YOU take care of yourself, mentally & physically!! By taking care of yourself during this horribly trying time (not just now but ALWAYS!) you can help keep his memory alive. Start a journal, write him letters, talk to him whenever you need to. Allow yourself to grieve...But you must take care of yourself. You know that that is what HE would want...Blessings to you.