That voice is in us all.Dont listen to it because one day someone will sweep you off your feet.I know its easy for me to write that when you are feeling so alone right now.But just you wait.It will happen when you least expect it.You are no freak either you are so very nice and just to let you know,when im depressed and low i too think like you.I do have a boyfriend,but that voice does shout extra loud especially when i dont sleep.It s so frustrating i know,but please know we care,i care.As for you doctor.Its easy for him to easily say those words,but in a way he is right.Do you have meds for how you feel to help you? Do you do any relaxation techniques? I too have depression,insomnia,anxiety on top of everything else you see.If ever you are up late again,come and see if the insomnia crew are awake.Just click community then social groups and then zzzzzzzz and there are others too.Im not always there but post and see if you get a reply,i bet you will.I know im going on a bit now,but i am trying to help you know we will help you through this tough time.
I am sorry your doctor said that,but we can help you find a way to cope.I am sad you have had such a stressful year so far.But you found us,so hopefully we will help in some little way.Keep fighting.You are beautiful,your life will get better once you have the right meds and coping strategies to help you.Just keep posting and reading,thats what helped me keep fighting..xxxx
Sending you gentle hugs
Oh thats so nice of him,what a friend.How are you getting on with it so far? So nice you feel a little better with the help of your best friend taking this burden from you.I too am rubbish with finances,so i do understand that horrid feeling you get.Hope you are having a fab weekend.xxxxxxx