well went to get ct on kidneys yesterday, my son stay with his dad and he ripped his coat i told i would sew it he said no ms susan is my ex fiancee well that just pissed me off. haven't slept for three days now wake up on the hour every hour. brain in fog and have to deal with ex fiancee doing stuff for my son that i should be doing. need to find my happy place.
well its another day, got out of bed. feeling depressed today have to get a ct scan on kidneys now. my boyfriend got laid off. and my husband who hasn't filed divorce papers rubs in my face how wonderful his life is with his new finacee life is great. just wanted to vent makes me feel better.