03-16-2011, 07:45 PM
Today is one of those days where I just don't have enough energy. I went grocery shopping (on an empty stomach... Never good) and it seemed to have taken everything out of me that I had. After carting a basket full of food around for an hour and then bringing it home and helping my fiancÚ unload it I was too worn out and dizzy to even try to eat something which I needed to do since I hadn't all day. I ate a bowl of cereal and snuggled on the couch next to my other half and fall asleep for over an hour. I feel a little better after that but I still can't seem to shake this off today. It's a relief to know, however, the reasons behind why I feel tired like this alot. It was the first time ever I could put a reason to it. While I was shopping my ribcage was killing me, which is does sometimes on days like these. I just hate not having enough energy sometimes to do what I want to do. I always felt I had to push my body beyound what it wanted to do because I am 23 and didn't have a reason before now to be feeling like this. It's nice to have a name to what's going on now. A reason not to feel useless for absolutely no reason. I guess just a name to something that has been going on in my body for more then 2 years.. Now I just have to learn how to listen to my body and sleep when it tells me to. Because right now. I feel like hell. But today will pass and hopefully tomorrow will be better. There is always tomorrow.