View Full Version : A Serious Problem With Major Depression
03-05-2009, 09:02 PM
To all of my friends that I have come to know in here. I have to apologize for not being in here for a while. I have been dealing with the worst depression I have ever had in my life. It seems like I may have Bladder Cancer. I went to the Urologist on Wednesday and he told me that I am still spilling blood into my urine. He told me that he is pretty certain that I do have this type of cancer. He is going to do a scope test on me where he will put a scope up in my bladder to look for cancer. I am very very afraid big time. I will have this done on the 16th of this month. The IVP I had done on the kidneys showed no stones etc. I want everybody to say a little prayer for me. I am very afraid. Thank you for reading my post.
03-05-2009, 09:15 PM
If I could I'd hold you and tell you not to worry...I know it is easier to say then to do...but try not to worry. Wait till the test and the results and take it one step at a time. More often than not our worse fears never come to be...
The unknown makes us afraid...wondering the ifs, the outcome. Wandering around in our heads. We are here..always to listen...we understand depression.
In my prayers you are, right now...
Dear Heavenly Father Almighty..hear my prayer. Please comfort Kathy during this time of waiting. To grant her peace and patience in her emotional suffering.
She has brought such great comfort to all of us and let her experience the same comfort. Please protect her and keep her safe from cancer. Please hear my prayer. Thank you, God. Amen.
03-05-2009, 09:28 PM
As soon as I read your post, I stopped and prayed right then. You can count on me for prayers....I keep a prayer request list that I go through each day and I just put you right up on the top.
I am so, so sorry about this. Of course, you're frightened. I'm sending you gentle, caring HUGS for your fear and depression. You never, ever need to apologize for not being around much. I know you are in everyone's thoughts even when you are absent for awhile. On this forum, you've got a lot of people in your corner that will appear quickly to support you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE, KATHY. When depression hits big time, it's hard to function or sometimes want to talk to anyone. It sometimes feels like just too much effort.
You do not need to do any explaining when you don't feel up to posting, just come to this thread and read through all the support I know will be coming for you. You are loved and cared about in this place and we will be there for you so you do not feel alone in this.
I wish I knew the perfect thing to say that would help...I know you're scared...but please have hope that you will get through this battle.
Sending you much love and understanding.....
sick n tired
03-05-2009, 09:59 PM
Oh Kathy...I am so sorry for your pain. I understand that the unknown is worse than knowing some times. I am praying for you right now. Know there are those who can listen to you and you are not alone, girl.
In prayer for you,
03-05-2009, 10:39 PM
I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. I agree with Oluwa sometimes we do think the worst. I am praying for you and hoping it is not cancer. Again, I am so sorry.
I pray for peace and comfort for you during this time.
I hope, and pray that this is not cancer. I've missed your constant presence here alot, but I, we all understand if you can't be here or talk. I've recently begun to pray a bit, and I will say one for you. You have our support 100%.
03-06-2009, 04:50 AM
Hi My Friends,
Thank you all so much for your prayers. I am hoping very much so that there is no cancer. I will keep everyone posted. Thanks so much for being here for me.
03-06-2009, 05:32 AM
Oh Kathy. I m sorry. will most definitally pray.
03-06-2009, 05:48 AM
I am so sorry about your latest search, and for the pain that it is causing your soul and mind. The power of prayer is very strong, and we are sending you all the strength that we can. please take care of yourself,
sending you heart hugs,
03-06-2009, 06:50 AM
I will say a prayer for you and will think of you every day. Sending you gentle hugs.
love Angel and ISDM (as Jane is not here at the moment i will post for her on this one).xxxxxx
03-09-2009, 11:31 AM
Sending you many prayers and holding you in my thoughts. Please know that we are here for you whenever you need us!
Peace and Blessings
03-09-2009, 05:11 PM
I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I haven't been around long enough to get to know you, but I know the fear of waiting for potentially bad news, and being so depressed you just don't want to wake up. It is hard to stay positive when we have already been given so many diagnoses' but all is not lost! We're still here, still fighting this war with out own bodies.
Don't lose hope.
Wishing you much love and comfort,
i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. try to think postive i know its hard to do with all the crap that goes on. but focus on something else for now even if you watch dumb tv it will keep your mind occupied.